the insults were me trying to make you smile (pleaseadvise) wrote,
the insults were me trying to make you smile

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all the g o o o o o o o d and the bad

I have this thing in my relationship where I cannot lie. I think in the end it would only undermine the integrity of our beautiful relationship, and that is just not a risk I am willing to take; USUALLY. But then I went and took that risk, but for a good reason: the only thing worse than lying is bringing up a situation that isn’t even worth the headache and worry it will cause.
SO, I didn’t bring it up. Mainly because I thought it would be the right thing to do to preserve my school life and home life and I wouldn’t have done it if I thought it was TOTALLY the wrong thing because I will admit that I might have thought it was a little wrong. But only because it still counts as a lie, and I do not lie to my almost husband. Except for this once.
The thing is, I did tell him about the situation, but I made up where it happened because I didn’t want him to worry.
In the end it is okay, because it is not my fault if someone thinks I am attractive and wants JUST ONE KISS because I am so beautiful. And I have to admit that was EGO BOOST of the century. It is nice to know that other people still find you attractive even though you have been off the market for a while.
I still didn’t OFFER all the details, but if he were to ask I would tell him.
All I know is that if he could’ve been a fly on the wall, he would’ve been the proudest fly that has ever landed on a wall before in history.
That’s all I’m saying.

I don’t believe in that “What you don’t know can’t hurt you” thing, because once I DO know I am going to be very hurt and so would anyone else involved.

Anyway, on to the next topic in the longest post ever…

Cory turns 28 on the 14th, and we are going out for seafood and Bananas Foster, but his present is happening tonight. I have not really even been able to talk to him about my day at all this week because my days are dominated with this awesome surprise and I am SO afraid I am going to spoil it so like I said, I just don’t talk. But I am giving it to him tonight and he will not read this so I am just going to say it.

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she is the one on the far right!

so i am having a great day, but it is taking too long. I just want to go to lunch because I put avocado on my sandwich today and I am TOO excited.

the end
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